Mrs. Dalloway's Coffee Break

  Sun ystäväsi, armaani mä aina olla tahtoisin en koskaan olla tahtoisi sull’ uskoton ja petturi se oisi suurin iloni jos aina oisit kanssani jos kuolo sinut korjaisi se suurin oisi suruni. Mä maat ja mannut metsästän sull’ lahjaa erinomaista sun sielua, sun hyvyyttä se niitä parhain kuvastaa ei löydy lain, en löytää voi sen arvoista, siis ota tää mä palkan, vaivan sulle näen mun rakkauteni hassun saat ei vastausta, ei vimmaista sun tarvitsekaan luvata vain silkkaa hötökuvaista on elämämme aihiot ja sinun viisaat sanasi ne aina otan ilolla ei koskaan ole tarpeeksi mä kaiken sulle antaisin kun ihmisen mä näkisin ja pyhyyden ja rakkauden se eheyttäisi sydämen ja paljon tuo se rakkautta mä turhaan saan vain taistella jos menettäisin rakkauden mit valhetta, mit hulluutta en koskaan, koskaan sulta saa on kaikki sinun sanasi vain parhautta ja oikein ne on kosmos lähettänyt sut mun ystäväksi parhaaks, ei mun sielun tuhoajaksi mä sua aina aattelen ja sanon, sanon sulle sen mä aina sinuun u...

  1.   I stepped inside The room was wide and red, mysterious delicious in its lustful vibe I was greeted by something very hard to describe; a peculiar cast of characters I never knew I needed: a siren a vixen some foxy dudes that were held in strangest poses superior passion dealt in radiance, in hefty doses dominion of sensualist naked pleasure  a treasure map of alternative erotic measure   they were my gamechangers     2.   I was nervous I felt I wasn’t kinky enough and they would dis me I’ve had it rough, I was scared, didn’t want them to dismiss me I wanted to have a fresh group of friends likeminded people to share ideas through a certain lens and good times without the bullshit or pretense (the second I got there it all made perfect sense) and to care about the same things that made me move that will continue to make me move get into the groove   so that I could be sent to the netherwo...

If I could only see her face but she was unreachable then I wanted to reach her I did all I could   She was mine and she was more It was never enough I wanted to see everything She devoured time when we were together I witnessed her inner battle come undone She became displaced I saw the future as a memory She was timelessness her watch was vintage, a windup She fixed her gaze on me She fixed her gaze  She became the sun I didn’t care if somebody saw us We were in love It was deafening and very unnerving her skin was like velvet it remained so her cheeks were covered in  soft white hairs that  reflected the sun I hear that is what made  Marilyn so photogenic, too she was an exotic animal not unlike an extra-terrestrial with enormous sensual desire endless appetite she destroyed me I was exhausted I was exhilarated I wanted that velvet skin on mine “I wanted to paint you in the stars, I wanted you with me in the stars; like Henry Miller, riddled with love, packed...